Sunday, December 25, 2016

On Swami Chinmayananda

In terms of exposure to great spiritual Masters, I am very fortunate indeed. From a very young age I used to regularly meet with Swami Chinmayananda whenever he visited Hong Kong, the city where I grew up. My father, in fact my whole family, had a very deep connection with him.

Swamiji lived an extraordinary life, filled with many hurdles and challenges. He was skeptical of religion in his youth. He became a freedom fighter, who was wanted by the British and was even imprisoned for a while. At one point, he fell devastatingly ill with typhoid and was miraculously saved by a compassionate passerby who nursed him back to health.

Swamiji then pursued a career in journalism, through which he gained exposure to spirituality. He became a regular visitor at Swamiji Sivananda's ashram in Rishikesh. Swami Sivananda initiated him into sannyas, and introduced Swamiji to his Guru, Tapovan Maharaj who lived an extremely austere life in Uttarkashi.

The last time me and my family had the good fortune to meet with Swamiji was in the year before he passed away. He gave me a very special blessing wishing me success. When I look back on that moment I think he must have foreseen how I would gravitate deeply towards spirituality in my life.

Before discovering my own Guru, I would often turn to Swamiji and his teachings in my moments of extreme self-doubt and loss. His story is one of deep tapas and endurance, overcoming many trials and tribulations, and a profound compassion to share the knowledge and joy of the Truth that he had discovered.

He is a demanding master. He teaches you to set the bar high - so high in fact that it should be unreachable. Why? Because that is the only way we can grow and evolve as humans on this earth.
 Such is tapas.

I understand, admire and wholly believe this teaching. But as a seeker, it is one that is very difficult to live and experience. But his life is surely an example of hope - hope that we will one day experience the fruits of our tapas.  The universe surely will not let us down.




Monday, December 19, 2016

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Why This Blog?

"Tapasya means voluntary acceptance of bodily pains to achieve some higher end of life. Rāvaṇa  and Hiraṇyakaśipu underwent a severe type of bodily torture to achieve the end of sense gratification Tapasya means penances, accepting penances for spiritual realization.Tapasya means these demands of the body voluntarily reducing and coming to the point of nil. That is liberation. That is tapasya."

Today's spirituality has become a wellness industry. So much is written about the joys and wonder of exploring the spiritual path. How much of this is pop culture romanticism, I wonder? Not much is really said about the challenges of Tapas. This is what I would like to focus on. Maybe to help me somehow reconcile my challenging experiences and persist on the path.

My journey has not been anywhere like the fairy tale that Eat Pray Love seems to embody - where there is certainty of a pot of gold awaiting the protagonist at the end of the rainbow. Instead, there has been an immense amount of uncertainty; feeling like I've veered off course in both my spiritual and life path; enormous gambles in taking a leap of faith which may not have worked out; and self-introspection on whether it has all really been worth it.

This is a blog on the trials and tribulations of Tapas, by a seeker who may or may not remain traveling the spiritual path. Time, and karma, will tell I guess. I hope to engage with a community of seekers who can share there own experiences and lessons on journeying through Tapas.